7yrs.since I started this blog,though mostly inconsistent coming back in snipshots only but its a long time and has been a wondrous journey.Wondrous not because everything was easy and benign,no far from it..there have been times when it seemed everything is falling but that's the wonder that even if the things were falling in the larger picture they were falling in place!Only I got to see the picture when it was made and it came as a beautiful creation in the form of my daughter Anishka.
Last two years I have been completely engulfed in the warmth of motherhood,the unknown feelings of love fear anxiety weakness and strength coming all at once.Didn't know hitherto plain emotions could have such varied shades and could be so complex.It was and is an overwhelming emotion.
As I continue with these emotions into the new year,I also want to shed the negativities of past year.I want to start afresh erasing everything wrong that happened by me or by others and only noting the lesson it taught me so that these wrongs are not repeated from my side.If they are repeated by others then also my immunity to that will pay off.
2015 started with shattering of my note2.I took it as the shattering of all the negativities,ill vibes and emotional blockages of last year.I vow to not let any person's minuses to add to my pluses thus eventually reducing them.I vow to add only the pluses to my pluses and that would require widening of horizon.
Last two years I have been completely engulfed in the warmth of motherhood,the unknown feelings of love fear anxiety weakness and strength coming all at once.Didn't know hitherto plain emotions could have such varied shades and could be so complex.It was and is an overwhelming emotion.
As I continue with these emotions into the new year,I also want to shed the negativities of past year.I want to start afresh erasing everything wrong that happened by me or by others and only noting the lesson it taught me so that these wrongs are not repeated from my side.If they are repeated by others then also my immunity to that will pay off.
2015 started with shattering of my note2.I took it as the shattering of all the negativities,ill vibes and emotional blockages of last year.I vow to not let any person's minuses to add to my pluses thus eventually reducing them.I vow to add only the pluses to my pluses and that would require widening of horizon.
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